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No title for this blog....
U noe why???
bcoz i dunno what im feeling rite niw.... right this moment...
i not sure wether im sad, angry, furious, happy, disappointed, offended or however type of feelings you can think...

As people who knew wat happen during choral speaking...

SHE said our group is too soft and actually i don't mind dat...

SHE said our group was lame and actually i don't mind dat...

SHE said our group was a slow learner and actually i don't mind dat...

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE said we had too rich of a chinese slang, but did we ask to be taught of chinese since we were small????????????

SHE said we had too rich of a chinese slang, but we are not LAZY.... not like some ppl...

SHE said we had too rich of a chinese slang, but we are not PLAYFUL... not like some ppl...

SHE said we had too rich of a chinese slang, it made ME furious...

and then............

SHE said dat the other group was VERY good...

SHE said dat the other group was VERY organized...

SHE said dat the other group was VERY synchronized...

SHE said dat the other group was just the BEST............

But u noe wat............

I dont noe who the hell made this arrangement....
But as you can see....
OUR group sux............
okay.....
SUX!!!!!!!!!!!

It's not dat we can make changes.........
It's not dat we dont care.....
as the script says....

IT'S ONLY THE WAY IT IS!


WE did as told........

WE paid attention............

WE worked till the hardest...............

WE had to give more than a 100%.............

WE had to face all the criticism...........

and WHY do we had to do all this???????????

BECAUSE WE ARE CHINESE EDUCATED

AND ppl who are NOISY, PLAYFUL, IRRESPONSIBLE, GIVE UP EASILY...

GET AWAY WITH ALL THIS............. DAT WE SUFFER............

BUT......

juz to let u all noe....
im not complaining.........
this wat i actually feel...........
a few more days is wat i can take.........
after dat im free.....
i noe this is an opportunity for me to be exposed to MY 1st choral speaking........
So im not GIVING UP so easily.......

To the SHE, if u read this, no offence, but this how i feel about you and what you actually made me feel... and you don't understand MY concept of my solo.......

To the person who WANTED to quit... WE are all doing the same thing.......... WE are giving as much hard work YOU give........ We are suffering the same way you are suffering..........


p.s. i did as I was told, and actually WE did as we were told and yet others do NOT do as they're told and YET they get away with this..........

SO>>>

im seriously confused...

HAPPY i am...
SAD i am.........
ANGRY i am........
FURIOUS i am.......
DISAPPOINTED i am....
GRATEFUL i am........

and PATIENCE i have......